Patricio – Do you ever feel guilty?

When I was out there, you know, I, I kind of knew, or I kind of felt the consequences, and I was willing to accept them for myself. I knew was doing the wrong things for the wrong reasons. But what gets to me is all this extra pain, and hurt, and work that I'm putting on my family, and especially my mom. You know, she doesn't, she never deserved none of this, and for me to basically ask her to help me do to this, help me do that, it's just a whole bunch of extra, you know, that I'm putting on her shoulders and that's, yeah, it affect, that gets to me. You know, we're talking about a daily routine, you know, it does get to me.